| Location | Brighton + Hove |
| Age | 35 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 16/06/1971 |
| Date of Death | 01/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 9,542 since 03/08/2007 |
| Creator |
This is a site in memory of my sister Sam who died on New Years Day 2007. Sam was 35 years old when she decided to take her own life on December 29th 2006,she was pronounced dead at 11.15am on 1st January 2007(My daughter Shannon's 10th birthday).
Sam had 4 children and a granddaughter,she was also a loving sister and auntie.
Sam was due 2 marry the love of her life BRI COMPTON on 9th September 2005,Sadly on August 21st 2005 Bri suffered a fatal heart attack an died in front of Sam an her kids,9 months later we lost our Nan on the 19th May 2006,Sam never really got over losin Bri an sadly she took her own life,many other things were involved as 2 y she took her life but im not goin 2 say wat on here........
Sam was the best sister anyone could ever ask for,she had her problems and we all tried to help but it just wasn't enough,i feel so lost without her as we were so close,she wasn't just my sister she was my best friend as well,i miss her so much....R.I.P Sis i love u with all my heart x x x
Sam also has another site on memory-of.com,the address is http://sam-bailey.memory-of.com This site details more of Sam's life and reasons as to y she took her own life,if u visit this site u will see y she decided to take her own life so plz don't judge my sister b4 u have seen this site!
SAM'S FIANCE BRI NOW HAS A SITE ON HERE AS WELL,SEARCH BRIAN(BRI) CHRISTOPHER COMPTON
NEW PHOTOS UPLOADED PLEASE HAVE A LOOK!!!!!
The Following Lyrics Are From A Song That I Listen 2 All The Time An I Think The Words Mean A Lot........
If I could hold you close
Like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice
You'd tell me to be strong
But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know
Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
If I could get to you
*I'd be there in a minute*
My world don't make no sense
* Not without you in it *
And sometimes
I just cry
can't say i
Don't know why
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
And leave me here alone
And leave me here alone
Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
You don't see it coming
Change
When the future comes knocking
It changed
It can make you or break you too
You'd just have to make it through
(You'd just have to make it through)
Ain't it funny how you think
You\\\'re gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
The same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
Change, change
Change, change
change
rest in peace sam xxx loads love mo
WHEN A LOVED ONE'S GONE
Those we love remain with
us, for love itself lives on.
And cherished memories
never fade because a
loved one’s gone.
Those we love can never
be more than a thought apart.
For as long as there
is memory they’ll
live on in the
heart rest in peace sam look after your loveing family xx
Thankyou All
Would jus like 2 say thanks 2 all of u that have lit candles an left tributes,it means so much 2 me 2 kno that other ppl kno how i feel at the moment,ur words mean a lot 2 me
My son Ian took his own life in September 2006 so I have an incline how devastating it is for you all, my heart goes out to you
Reflection
Another day for you to wonder, another day for you to mourn
It wasn't my intention to go before the coming dawn
My pain was deep within my heart and troubled head
It wasn't my intention to go without words said.
My frame of mind seemed normal, or so I heard them say
It wasn't my intention not to see another day
I did not mean to make you suffer or cause you so much pain
It wasn't my intention to never see you again.
Despair and confusion left my aching mind unsure
It wasn't my intention to suddenly close life's door
If only I could give you reasons and brush the tears away
It wasn't my intention to leave you and not stay.
I did not mean for you to grieve, now left alone to cry
It wasn't my intention to leave you, forever asking why
As the burdens of life's worries slowly ebb from my heart
it wasn't my intention to tear your soul apart
please look on the LINKS at GTS and you will find a group set up especially for those that lost a loved ones this way...it may help
HI ive just been looking at your sisters other site its amazing ive never seen a site like that its truely amazing you want to be very proud of yourself, your sister was so lucky haveing a loveing family like you lot , allways remember things happen for a reason and one day you will all be one happy family again and tillthen your sister willl be showering your family with love and strenth, she isnt far away from u all , in my thoughts amanda xxx
I Miss You
Hey Auntie Sam
This Is A Nice Site Mum Has Done Dont You Think??
I Miss And Love You So So Much.. Uncle Scott And Auntie Kirsty Had A Bbq For Rileys Bday On Sunday. I Was Thinking Of You All Day :( It Was So Funny Mum Got Riley A Ballpit And Everyone Started Chucking The Balls At Each Other Lol If Only You Was There :(
We Had A Bad Night Last Night But It Was All Sorted Out Which Was Good:) I Was Crying Last Night Because I Miss You XxXxX
Love You Lots Like Jelly Tots :D
Miss You Loads XxX
Love You So Much Love Shannon XxXxX
so sorry
I lost my son in the same way. The pain leaves you breathless. So many questions and no answers. Focus on the memories you have. She is at peace now, watching over you and will always be a part of your life.Stay strong, comfort each other. My thoughts are with you all.
Sorry for your loss
I would just like to offer my sincere condolences to you and your family rest in peace Samantha and look after your family keep them all safe godbless Samantha sleep in peace xxx All my love to you and your familyxxxxxxx.
so sorry
I just wanted to say how sorry i am for your loss.My brother steven horsfield aged 30 took his own life on the 20th november last year, it has been the toughest time of my life and 8 months on I still cry every day, It helps if you remember that they only had to go through the experience once and now they are at peace, we however live with it every day, I hope you have good family around you and can remember the good times together.
at the end of the day it was their choice, we may never understand this but nobody can hurt them now.
All my love and best wishes janine, stes heartbroken sister xxxxxxx

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