| Location | Brighton + Hove |
| Age | 35 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 16/06/1971 |
| Date of Death | 01/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 9,008 since 03/08/2007 |
| Creator |
This is a site in memory of my sister Sam who died on New Years Day 2007. Sam was 35 years old when she decided to take her own life on December 29th 2006,she was pronounced dead at 11.15am on 1st January 2007(My daughter Shannon's 10th birthday).
Sam had 4 children and a granddaughter,she was also a loving sister and auntie.
Sam was due 2 marry the love of her life BRI COMPTON on 9th September 2005,Sadly on August 21st 2005 Bri suffered a fatal heart attack an died in front of Sam an her kids,9 months later we lost our Nan on the 19th May 2006,Sam never really got over losin Bri an sadly she took her own life,many other things were involved as 2 y she took her life but im not goin 2 say wat on here........
Sam was the best sister anyone could ever ask for,she had her problems and we all tried to help but it just wasn't enough,i feel so lost without her as we were so close,she wasn't just my sister she was my best friend as well,i miss her so much....R.I.P Sis i love u with all my heart x x x
Sam also has another site on memory-of.com,the address is http://sam-bailey.memory-of.com This site details more of Sam's life and reasons as to y she took her own life,if u visit this site u will see y she decided to take her own life so plz don't judge my sister b4 u have seen this site!
SAM'S FIANCE BRI NOW HAS A SITE ON HERE AS WELL,SEARCH BRIAN(BRI) CHRISTOPHER COMPTON
NEW PHOTOS UPLOADED PLEASE HAVE A LOOK!!!!!
The Following Lyrics Are From A Song That I Listen 2 All The Time An I Think The Words Mean A Lot........
If I could hold you close
Like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice
You'd tell me to be strong
But sometimes
I just can't
I just don't understand
Why you had to go
Why you had to go
I guess I'll never know
Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
If I could get to you
*I'd be there in a minute*
My world don't make no sense
* Not without you in it *
And sometimes
I just cry
can't say i
Don't know why
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
And leave me here alone
And leave me here alone
Ain't it funny how you think
You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
You don't see it coming
Change
When the future comes knocking
It changed
It can make you or break you too
You'd just have to make it through
(You'd just have to make it through)
Ain't it funny how you think
You\\\'re gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
The same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
In your hand
Change
Change, change
Change, change
change
"Remember Me"
(song by Deanna Edwards)
Remember me whenever you see a sunrise,
Remember me whenever you see a star,
Remember me whenever you see a rainbow
Or woods in autumn colors from afar.
Remember me whenever you see the roses
Or seagulls sailing high in a sky of blue.
Remember me whenever you see waves
Shining in the sun.
And remember, I'll be remembering you!
Remember me whenever you see a teardrop,
Or meadows still wet with the morning dew.
Remember me whenever you feel love
Growing in your heart.
And remember, I'll be remembering you!
MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL
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With love as always xxxxx
I Miss You Sis xx
Hi Sis,
Sorry i not been on for ages but i've had sooooo much goin on! Finally had my scan an im very pleased to say that it was all clear an i don't have cancer!!! =) Overjoyed wasn't the word!! I've got so much to tell u an wen i got a bit more time i will tell u all about it! I kno ur lookin down on me an i kno u wud back me 100% in the situation i'm in at the moment! U kno wat i'm on about. I'm movin in 2 weeks Sis,away from this street like u always wanted me to =) I really can't wait!
Anyway Sis,i will be back on very soon an tell u everything =) I miss u soooooo much my beautiful angel,sleep tite,i love u xxxxxxxx
Next to you
You cannot see or touch me
But I'm standing next to you.
Your tears will only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me blue.
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet I'm standing next to you.
Wen will it all stop??
Wen will it all stop Sis? U kno wat i'm talkin bout! So childish an pathetic an its startin 2 get a bit borin now!! It won't be long b4 i start retaliating which i don't realli wanna do but u kno me Sis,i can onli take so much b4 i explode an i think 2 an a half years of the same rubbish is more than enough so i apologise 2 u now 4 watever happens but i kno u will be agreein wiv me cos thats y ur where u r an not here wiv us like u shud be,but they made sure u wasn't. A lot of my anger is startin 2 cum out now an i'm losin it Sis an i'm scared of wat i'm gonna do......
Still waitin for a date for my scan believe it or not! Take their time won't they ay lol! I jus wanna kno either way so i kno whether i'm gonna be here wiv my girls or whether i'm gonna be joinin u up there....I miss u so much it's unbearable :-(
On a good note,things r kinda lookin up for me + the girls :-) Not gonna say too much on here cos theres 2 many nosey people that thrive on makin me the centre of their world but so completely out of the blue! Don't get me wrong it's a very good thing but shocking lol! I'm off out 2mz nite for dinner,me at a restaurant,oh my god!! No laughin either!! I'll come on over the weekend an let u kno how it went :-)
The girls r all fine,growin up so fast tho! Carlie has finished her 1st year at college an passed her exams :-) She starts her 2nd year after the summer holidays then off 2 Uni for her Paramedic Course :-) I'm so proud of her,as u wud be as well :-) Shannon is still doin well at school an has finally started 2 stand up 4 herself :-) Libby...where do we start wiv Libby lol.....nightmare!!!! Think thats the onli word 2 describe her at the min! I have Riley durin the week while our lil Bro goes 2 work,he's grown up so much bless him,u wud of loved him at this age. He gets in the car at his house an says: I comin Auntie Nick,then wen he pulls up outside he says : I here Auntie Nick :-) I haven't had him this week so i'm a bit lost without him lol. Brooke is doin well at school as well,she comes over after school sumtimes,her + Libby together after an hour is a nightmare lol,cos they more or less the same age,they argue all the time lol.
It's comin up 2 another birthday without u,be the 3rd one without u now :-( Me,the girls an a few of their m8s are goin 2 Thorpe Park in the next few weeks 2 take our minds off of it cos it still upsets us so much not havin u here but we kno that ur in a better place up there away from all this crap them evil idiots keep givin,they won't ever learn but i live by my motto that wat goes around comes around so i have faith that they will all get wats comin 2 em,every single one of em an thats a promise that i make 2 u Sis,they will pay for wat they did 2 u one way or another :-)
Anyway Sis i better get off here cos i got a few things 2 do. I will be on again soon i promise but i kno that u understand if i dont come on that much,it's soooo hard not havin a Sister anymore,but i can walk wiv my head high cos i kno that i tried my very best 2 help u but them evil scum got the better of u eventually,great family ay..not!!! They aint an never will be part of mine or my kids lives ever again an i swear that on ur ashes,even tho i don't kno where ur ashes were scattered cos they won't tell me or our Bro...but i don't need 2 go 2 any special place 2 remember u cos ur in my heart an thats where u will ALWAYS stay cos ur my Big Sis an I Love U.
I Love U
I Miss U
Forever
Ur Lil Sis ALWAYS
Nicki
xxxxx
WHO'S TO BLAME FOR SUICIDE?
~ by Christine Ross in memory of Lucas Christopher Ross 1979 - 2001
Who's to blame for suicide?
The question often heard.
Someone always points a finger
And they say such hurtful words.
They never do consider that
It's caused from a disease.
Depression and Bipolar
Are just a few of these.
Some die from being murdered.
Some die from accidents.
Some die from pneumonia.
But none of it makes sense.
Sometimes body parts wear out
Way before their time.
Some lose the cancer battle.
But it all seems so unkind.
No matter how they leave us
It never is their choice.
There's something deep within them
That has a bigger voice.
So please refuse to take the blame
For the THING that took your child.
Although others point their fingers.
They haven't walked your mile.
� 2006 - Christine Ross
Hi Beautiful
Jus come on 2 give u a quick update on wats goin on :-)
I went 2 the hospital,jus waitin 4 a date 4 a scan now then we'll see how it goes from there. Still a bit scared but jus wanna kno either way now.
The girls r doin fine. Carlie still goin 2 college everyday,she's gonna train 2 be a paramedic once she's finished college!!! Who'd of thought it ay!!! VERY proud of her :-) Shannon is doin really well at school as well,got a lil brainbox in our family lol :-) Libby is still the same as normal,bit more mouthy as she's gettin older tho!
Anyway Sis,jus came on 2 give u an update but i'll be on again soon ok. I miss u so much it hurts more an more everyday but i kno that every day that goes by is a day closer 2 me seein u again :-) I love u wit all my heart Sis,Sleep tite beautiful
xxxxxxx
I Miss U
Hi Sis,
I kno i havent been on 4 a while but i kno that u kno why.....keep watchin over me Sis + make sure everythin is ok,i got hospital on the 29th of April an i'm prayin that its good news....yh i'm scared,i'm realli scared,but fingers crossed everythin is gonna be ok.
I'm goin 2 see a medium wit Michelle soon,i'm a lil bit worried but also excited 2 think that u mite cum thro :-) The girls are doin ok,Carlie is 17 2mz,oh my god i feel old now lol!!! Libby is on tablets durin the day as well as at nite now for her ADHD,she drives me nuts sumtimes but i can jus imagine u sittin up there laughin at her like u always did!!! She has got such an attitude on her as well!!! I'm sure she thinks shes 18 an not 8 sumtimes!!!! Shannon is now seein u kno who!!! I realli didnt want her 2 cos i didnt wanna disrespect ur memory but,i kno ur be sayin its fine it's her dad so i hope u can 4give me Sis. I miss u so much it's unreal,people say it gets easier but how do u live ur life without a Sis that u had in ur life for 33 years????? It rips me apart everyday,but i got our lil Bro an we get on so well now,i was there 4 him wen he needed me last week an he's there for me now cos i really need him at the min.
Anyway Sis,i'll keep u updated on how things go at the hospital next week,jus gonna cross everythin an pray for the best :-) I Love U wit all my heart Sis an nuffin will ever change that ok,I Miss U more than u cud ever imagine,Love U My Beautiful Angel
Hi Sis :-)
Hi Sis,
Sorry i've not been on for a while but i've been so busy over the past few weeks,had my new kitchen fitted & Instone is jus finishin the painting bless him :-) He done a good job even tho he had me trapsing halfway round Brighton yesterday!!!
I've been lookin after Brooke & Riley durin the week as well :-) Brooke comes over after school & Riley comes over in the morning. Riley is sooooooo funny!! He's talkin quite a lot now so it's easier,some of the things he comes out wit tho r jus sooooo funny,he's so much like Scott as well,jus like goin back in time 2 wen he was a baby :-).
I miss u soooooo much,it jus seems 2 get harder everyday :-(
Love u Sis
Hi Sis
Hi Beautiful,
Sorri i havent been on in a while but it hurts 2 much still an if i dont cum on here then it's not real :-)
Jus cos im not on a lot it doesnt mean i have 4gotten u or dont love u,i think of u every second of every day an that will never change. I love u soooo much an wish u were still wit us all.
I miss u babe
Sleep tight my beautiful Angel
xxxxxx
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